Confessions.

haha nice

118. I need braces because I have a big gap between my 2 front teeth.

119. im in love with a guy whose moving to france

120. Being a minority is the most interesting experience.

121. I'm so sore, I can barely move. Seven floors.. not easy.

122. It's actually refreshing to realise that all of your friendships were crap anyway, just like you thought they were, and that your 'friends' were liars. It's good to be right.

123. Dunno if I'm ready for Monday, but I have to be.

124. I hate confessing things to people on the internet? :=] I'm sorry. I just want to feel like a part of the fun.

Ok here's one.

125. I once had a friend that I still don't understand why we're not friends anymore.

126. I agree with Kristi's #125...I had a friend once. A good friend. And tghings arent the same anymore.

127. My mom has 8 peircings in both ears. (8 each)

128. im trying to understand how to install the zune software into my comp.. but its not working xD

129. He makes me hate me.

130. 50/50 on my algebra test! Yay!
131. I am taking a senior course even though I am only in 9th grade.
132. I now realize that he doesn't care anymore and I need to get over it.
133. I don't pay attention in English class, but I have a 100%
134. Why does he have to be my ex's best friend??
135. He asked me out and broke up with me 6 days later. (over the phone, If I may add that)
136. I'm writing these as I think of them.
137. Everything is just lies. lies.
138. I'm now questioning what the meaning of life is.
139. I couldn't talk till I was 5
140. I was never allowed to play with my toys when I was little
141. My name wasn't always Madison. It was Cassandra
142. My mom tried to abort me, my dad said no.
143. I can't stand my siblings.
144. I'm going to stop now because I realize this is long and nobody cares to read it. lol

145. I like reading these, haha.
146. I worry about him constantly. It scares me when I dont know what he's doing.
147. Sometimes "him" is someone else.

148. Well now I know someone cares. lol
149. At one point in time, not too long ago, I wanted to cut myself but got over it so I never did.
150. My sister practices Wicca. I'm always afraid to tell people that because I'm afraid they'll get the wrong ideas of what I'm like.
151. I secretly wanted to dump coffee on him while I was serving tables at the missions dinner
152. I guess that's not a secret anymore.

153. Everyone has different beliefs. I hope things turn out well for her. Just because they're like that doesnt mean you are.
154. My mother almost died giving birth to me.
155. Breast cancer runs in my family. I'm afraid that Ill get it, too.
156. I have a panic disorder. Im afraid to ask for medication.

157. I have A.D.D
158. I have R.A.D
159. I am on depression meds
160. I think I'm anorexic in a way. I don't think I'm fat, I just don't eat much. =/

161. I have moderate to severe anxiety issues. I havent told my parents because I think it would break their hearts.
162. I have bought Xanax off of people, because Im afraid to get it prescribed. Xanax, Tranxene, Valium. All the same thing.

163. That's bad, but I understand
164. I like talking on here

164. Its nice to know someone understands.
165. I confess my issues or my thoughts here so I feel like I dont have to admit them in real life.

166. Same
167. I don't have much more to confess...yet
168. I'm hungry. lol

169. So am I. Im going to make poptarts. xD

(lol)

170. My mom says I'm pretty. I say otherwise
171. I love using a British accent
172. People think I'm crazy
173. I AM crazy. lol

174. I LOVE using British accents! xD
175. I know part of him is sick of me.
176. Well parts of him sicken me, too.
177. He says Im fine. But he knows Im not.

178. I'm trying to figure out who "he" is, but I won't get in your business, so I won't ask
179. Ummm...I forget

179. 'He' alternates between two different people

180. Okay. I'm good now. lol
181. I posted a new thread.

182. He says he'll change. He says he wants too...I have faith in him, but I really dont know if it'll ever happen.