I Need To Vent =/

"Jeff" (9:49:28 PM): hey and btw
"Jeff" (9:49:36 PM): i wanted to talk to you bout something
xXxditzyduckxXx (9:49:43 PM): yes?
"Jeff" (9:49:48 PM): you know how we said i love you..?
xXxditzyduckxXx (9:49:59 PM): yes,,
"Jeff" (9:50:03 PM): well i dont think its right just yet... it dosnt feel right..
"Jeff" (9:50:05 PM): i mean
"Jeff" (9:50:15 PM): we are too young to know wat true love feels like..
"Jeff" (9:50:31 PM): i like you, but im not sure about love.. its a pretty strong word..
xXxditzyduckxXx (9:50:42 PM): ...........
xXxditzyduckxXx (9:50:59 PM): ok, i guess, i mean, i guess i cant say much else. lol
"Jeff" (9:51:00 PM): =]
xXxditzyduckxXx (9:51:08 PM): lol..
"Jeff" (9:51:06 PM): kk glad you understand
"Jeff" (9:51:15 PM): i was afraid this would go alot worse...
"Jeff" (9:51:16 PM): lol
"Jeff" (9:51:20 PM): and it didnt haha
"Jeff" (9:51:26 PM): ill talk to you later
xXxditzyduckxXx (9:51:33 PM): no..it didnt, it could’ve…god it definitely could’ve..
xXxditzyduckxXx (9:51:35 PM): k, bye
"Jeff" (9:51:37 PM): bye Daphie =]
xXxditzyduckxXx (9:51:47 PM): bye jeff
xXxditzyduckxXx (9:54:29 PM): yeah..

^That, that is what my boyfriend told me last freakin night.

Do you know how much that hurt?

God, I love him, I love him so freakin much, and I know he has a good point but still rawr!

I mean really, 'My boyfriend dosent love me'
How g.a.y is that!?!?!?!

Mkay, well Im done, for now.

lol awww im sry well maybe its a good thing i mean after reading that he sounds like a lil bit of a jerk but thats not my place lol well i hope u idk feel better..... o ya i luv ur screen name lol
~*~Jill~*~

awwww im like soooooooo sos ossossosoooooooo sorry daph!!!
maybe he'll come around, that jerk =(

Aw, but he isnt a jerk, hes really really sweet.

I just dont understand why he started saying it, if he didnt mean it, i really do mean it when i say it, so it hurts...alot.

Awww Daph I'm sorry. At least he likes you tho... I dated at least 2 guys who didnt like me at all... the first one was when I was 12... and we dated for a month and a week I believe... yeah.. hes (Sensored) now... and i mean literally... i mean its not that he wasnt b4 but i relle liked him a lot.... then there was my friends brother who Id flirt with a lot at their house and stuff LOL umm yeah we "went out" for like 2 weeks.... then there was Zebulon.... yes I dated a Zebulon lol we went out for 5 days... kissed on the first night (it was only a peck and it was my first I feel so stupid about that now) I went out with him when I was like 14 and he was 12..... yeah ... he broke up with me cuz he sed I was too uptight LOL.... yeah... anyways so by this point I was kinda desperate and went in teen chats online and dated this one guy named Myco.... and then I broke up with him... and started dating this guy named Matt.... so by this time I was like 16.... and yeah I wasnt doin too well in the dating department.... O YEAH and on top of ALLL these guys... I was like totally in love with this GORGEOUS guy for 4 yrs...and he just plain didnt like me back.. we were friends but that was all.... so ANYWAYS.... this one day my friend says to me... hey Shelby... I know this guy that might like you.. heres his sn.... so that night I got online and started talkin to this guy... this was on a Tuesday... that Thursday I was working and a guy walks in and so I was like " Can I take your order plz?" and he kinda just sat there and stared at me.... I was pretty scared to say the least LOL... so then hes all like "I've been talking to you" I was SOOOO freaked out but then it all clicked and I was like O hi! lol...that Saturday he came to my house... we watched a movie and held hands (thats another story lol i felt like an idiot) anyways so i was totally not into this guy.... so i made him leave... ummm then that night he called me... and asked me out... so i fugured hes a nice guy I'll give him a chance... if it doesnt work out.... I can always just break up with him LOL.... 8 days later he gave me the sweetest kiss of my life... which was the first between us... I wish I could go back and relive that ** drifts off into dreamland**
And suddenly.... I totally fell for him... and now... I'm 17 and getting married to him next year...
My point is... I dont care how young you are you CAN be in love... take me for example... If you find the right guy.... I dont care if ur 14 bc my fiance's parents have been together since they were 14.... just listen to ur heart Daph and dont give up!


Love ya chica! I'm always here if ya need to talk

Aw, yeah thanks Shelby

I dont know how to convince him of that though, his family laife isnt great [his parents divorced early last year], so im guessing he has like, trust issues..

lol no prob Daph... u know im always here for ya!

yeah..i know.

*agrees with shelbs* haha my parents hav been together since 12, and hes the only guy(my dad lol) she ever dated! cept another guy which was a blind date and she only ever saw him once hahaha

well think of it this way..

its always better than and abusive relationship!

it could be a lot worse, i promise.

i don't think love has an age ... i said i love you to my bf and he said it back ... of courrse i didn't really love him ... but you do love your bf ... i don't think anyone's to young to love

yeah..thanks guys..ill talk to him tonight..hopfully...

just dont let him hit you. ever.

if he does I would come whereever he is and beat the crap outta him! that is not NICE!

i think we all would ... you know we would do anything for you daph ... exept when you deside to jusmp of a bridge your on your own

hes 6 hours away bailey, lol, i think im ok. but thanks

aw...but i was really looking forward to that bridge jumping..

you might be able to get sean and zach to jump with ya ... just an idea ... lol jk

pssssh ill come.

whoo hoo!

*hands daph bottle full of vodka* lets go.

sounds good, which bridge?

a big one.

oh you never said theird be vodka ! woo i'm in now

haha!
of course theres vodka!
theres always vodka..

so...three of us..one bottle?

ill go get more.

meet you kids at the bridge.