What are you thinking?

Stokedd for two weeks. Cause I get to meet Ethan.
Practice tomorrow for God knows how long. I'm going to freeze my butt off. They better have hot chocolate like last year.
I wonder if my CD is almost done. That would be cool.

why why why why why why why why why? Why me? Why do you do this?

This has been so interesting.

My heart has had a headache for days. It feels like someones been playing Pong in my abdomen. But the holiday went well. =]

THAT WAS THE BEST MOST FUNNEST WEEKEDN EVER
i can hardly type it

OMG M BEING SUPER EXCITED HS GOT ME SUPR EXCITED I CANT EVN TYPE IT.

It got out. Yippee... Maybe I shouldn't have said anything in the first place. Not like there was a flaming crash infront of me. I didn't die. Nothing bad came from it. I just like leaving people in the dark on occasion.


I'd REALLY like to forget what that women was looking at on the Library computer. Ick.

Let's go bake some cookies. Mmm....

It took me like 5 minutes because Greg changedd my name.

I really cant tell. If this is. Serious, or if this is strictly anxiety.

Because it gets WORSE when I think about it.
Because I start to get nervous and then my heart beats faster. Then it hurts more. Then once I calm down, it still hurts but less.

0.o

My day has been made!!
well 99% made. It could probably get better. ^_^

I had an A+ awesome day as well.

7 days. Just 7 more days. HURRY UP.

I don't have to cover my head in hairspray for cake my face with stage makeup again until Friday. Thank goodness.
And he better come to one of the performances on Saturday.
And the all nighter.
I got to see him once for like an hour and a half in the past two weeks. And we were sitting there silently. Because it was in church.
This is lovely. I'm behind in schoolwork. And I still have to take the whole day off tomorrow to make 10 dozen cookies. Nice.
I'm. SO. TIRED. I could sleep for the next seven years. Why 7? I have no clue.

Seriously, only 5 more days. FIVE DAYS. Goshhh.
It's gonna be so cold that night. Poor little kids..
Freakinn 14 degrees. And I have to be out there the WHOLE time. It doesn't get like this in KOP. Enjoy, Ethan. Enjoyy.

Thoughts are buzzing around my mind. I'm not sure there's enough room for me.

I'm having a HOCKEY CRAVING!!!

I had to reset my computer and therefore 8e6 started back up...
I need to stop dreaming about girls.

0_0 It's creepy dark out. Like it shouldn't be this dark for 4 more hours. And it's thunder-storming in December. weird.

Dude, I just had the most awesome thing ever happen.

Yesterday, I stapled gunned myself in the leg.
Yesterday was not a good day to be outside. =|
Last night, when I finally got to sleep. I dreamed I was being chased through the woods by these things who wanted to eat me. Then we finally escaped and there was a lake. And a dock. And a neighborhood. But we were thousands of miles from home. Then it just. Restarted.
Tomorrow, Im going to the movies. =/ That could get. Awkward quickly.

I dunno what to do with him. This could get ugly.

Boy, 34 kids vs. 2 coaches is a nightmare for the coaches.

I thought I was ok. Maybe I wasn't.
I wish I had less time to think... I'd get in less trouble that way.
I so want to get out of this little hovel for a while. I must have been spoiled getting to do that for two days in one week last month.
Hmm. Dad's met two people he first talked to Online. I've got 1. Time to even that. Somehow.
I'm so BORED that I'm writing down these meaningless fragmented thoughts.
I wish my hand would stop swelling, and I wish I'd stop find inventive new ways to keep HURTING it.
It is so cold here. You can't go outside easily now. Need my gloves again. Oh right... hand swelling...
Time for a good nights sleep. Pfft. Yeah right...

Today is going to be an interesting day. It really is.
I need to stop getting into trouble. And trust people a little more.
Maybe I should just stop trying to cover my tracks? Hmm. Food for thought.

I BROKE MA NECK. >:O