What are you thinking?

Whew. We're finally down to 4 boxes left, in the runner boxes at least. I cannot wait for this to be over... Wait. I still gotta do all the repairs to the broken cars yet... *Censored* *Censored* *Censored* *Censored* *Censored* *Censored* *Censored*

Oh well. At least there are cheap chocolate covered pretzels. xD

Looks like I'll talk to her Saturday. =|

Gah. I just ruined everything most likely. It's gonna go down the drain... I can't make him go through this.. :/


God I hope I can get that last meetup... It'd be so helpful...
Either way. I'mma miss those night conversations. The 8 hours school day ones. This just totally sucks, and I hate it. Stupid strict parents.

Off to Ocean City NJ... who knows when I'll be back on... -headdesk-

My throat hurts so much...>=-( stupid colds....
Countdown To End of School! =D

surrenderforever wrote:Countdown To End of School! =D

For some of you guys, yeah. I'll go longer. xD


Gotta make this work... I really need to make this work...

Let the countdown begin! Less than 10 weeks!!! I can't wait!!! =D

If you are sitting next to someone who irritates you on a plane or train...
1. Quietly and calmly open up your laptop case.
2. Remove your laptop.
3. Boot it.
4. Make sure the person who won’t leave you alone can see the screen.
5. Open your email client to this message.
6. Close your eyes and tilt your head up to the sky.
7. Then hit this link: http://www.myit-media.de/the_end.html

That is a major LOL.

I'm afraid to let it run down to zero, though, in case the computer actually explodes. >.>

I can't find my camera. Grreeeaaaatttt. >.>

I have the most awesomest friends xD

Weird. I don't usually have these feelings about my life. Ah well, I figure it'll pass. That, or I'll go nuts. =P

Its late Im tired and cant wait to start racing MY pigeons! XD

Well... 12 hours took some of the edge off. Wishing today and yesterday had gone differently.

Really hoping for a quick blow over.

Really hoping for Tuesday.

Really hoping she's okay... =|

Wow....So.....uhm. ^_^ I'm liking it here. A LOT.
Meet up with him tonight again? I think so xD

Wow. The SAT's not hard, but it is definitely tiring.

Bahahaha. That blew over fast. I may be back up in my room in a few weeks. xD


Either way. Just game from Josh's game. I watched 3 innings, but I had to come home to get my work done. He got a triple in the first. Inside the park homer in the 2nd. xD

Note to self. Remember how much H8G sounds like 38G. Might be the shortest train I ever got on film.

"E" box tonight... of course dad wants to do the investment cars now. 'Nother late night!

My head hurts. I've spent about 3/4 of the past two days shopping.

I shouldn't complain. I <3 this type of shopping. But I'm DEAD. xD


Hmm. This won't be as hard as I thought. I just realized Mom is only in the kitchen for a little bit of the day. I can pull this off easy. Knew I couldn't survive without him. =P

I think it's safe to say that I, Madi, am very good at attracting people who are bad for me....it was fine until I remembered. Then it felt so wrong. Why is it, that when you go through a relationship, and then the other person ends it, you can't fully grasp the fact that it's over? That they don't want you, yet you still worry about them, and worry that what you do may affect them in some way....when really, it doesn't. When, in reality, they are moving on. When they are beginning to look at other options and you just feel so wrong doing the same...why can't you look at a person of the opposite gender without getting sick? Was I really that serious about this whole thing? I knew it wouldn't work. I knew it wouldn't end in anything but this and yet I was so stupid as to ignore that fact. Denial is a horrible thing. And the thing that scares me the most, there's 13 days until I face this, head-on. I'm gonna lose too. I know it.

Well, looks like we're going to the baseball game now. Should be back online by tomorrow! Or tonight, if dad doesn't wanna get rained on. xD

Decent game. 0-0 tie. I could have won it with a few shots, but I blew it. Oh well. They were a tough team. We lost 2-1 to them last time, and held strong this time! :] I think we even play them a third time. Maybe this time it'll be a win. Loss, tie, win. That'd be a good way to go. :]

All around, okay weekend, just DEATH HOT. I hate heat. But oh well. It just means the beach soon! =D Even though summer will be a time of missing him. Oh well. xD

Actually going to bed early tonight. I'mma be lights out at 9:30, I can feel it. xD

Wow. The heat is killing me. But the air conditioner continues to revive me! xD

*sigh*...I miss my sis She's in Monroeville, near Pittsburgh, with friends (they have a vball tournmanent tommorow).....and my whole family is going up except for me, my dad, and my brother.....and then I'm going to be home alone for 2 hours while my bro is at Lower Dauphin vball practice and my dad is working....>.< You can't help but miss an awesome roomie.

I really dislike rain. But WHY is it still so humid when it's rainingggg???? -whines-

sore ,exhusted, but had a great weekend at wespoint otherwise!

She is so amazing


Can't wait\ for tonight to see her again! <3 !!!!!


I can't wait to see what God is guna do here!

Hah. Wow. This is a little more than interesting. It's....almost scary. We fail at communication. XD We fail all around. But I kinda don't care. ^_^

And re-reading all of our convo's. It makes me smile.