What are you thinking?

My ipod should have more room >.< 8gb just isn't big enough for all the tv shows I want on it xD

Phillies game today! =D First Phillies game I'll have gone to.

Haha well I feel safer now.. I have a partner that is playing ninja and protecting me! xD

surrenderforever wrote:My ipod should have more room >.< 8gb just isn't big enough for all the tv shows I want on it xD

Phillies game today! =D First Phillies game I'll have gone to.

NICE. You're seeing the Pirates, too, since that's who they're playing! Have a spare ticket? xD

Two days...

Im thinking I freakin love

Gabrielle.Ann & Chanel.Moriah.

Uhm. HELLO. I keep my page visible to you so that you can see my improved life. I know you're miserable with her..I love it. It's AMAZING. You were the worst mistake of my life and I thank GOD He showed me the light.
You were always asking me what I saw in you. My answer: I must've been temporarily insane. Because now it grosses me out to think that I was ever with you.
People were always telling me I could do better, and I never listened. Why? ^.^ I see it now.
You've got the perfect one now. She's just as nasty and unattractive as you are.
Please don't breed.

Enjoy my page, Jobe. =P

Okay so. Apparently me and my injured self has to leave the house today. In this crappy weather. WTF? Mom. I have a hurt back, thigh, arm AND ankle, and you want me to go help pick out glasses for my brother. Are you on crack? >.> Forget this. I need to go on a rant in AIM. OWAIT. I can't. WHY? Because Pacyber computers are s**t and block it. Grah. I need to go lay down.

^^ https://o.imo.im madi. lol IM me=illbringtheshoes. you can rant to me. lol

You know what? I'm DONE. I'm done dealing with this. I'm done being the nice girl.

I'm about to go all out bitchfest. YOU'RE. THE. *Censored*. Legit. How can you not see that? Your own stupidity, and then you go blaming MY bestie? Uh huh. No. It's not going to work like that. I'm going to set things straight. You were stupid. I don't care WHAT he encouraged you to do. You painted him like the perfect guy. You said he was amazing. So he does, this and then you blame MY BESTIE?
Nope. Not tolerating that. It's on girl. It's on. I'm going to make you see, the real *Censored* you can be....


/Goes to acoustic guitar for song time..

I'm so tired of waiting for your answer. It's been about...4 weeks now. You've had PLENTY of time to tell me, so I would know if this has been completely pointless...

STUPID STUPID STUPID. Such idiocracy makes me angry...

Why don't people SEE it? Why don't people listen to me? Why do you ask for my help, and then go the other way anyway? I don't get it. You're just wasting my time, and yours. And while you might not give a *Censored* about your time, I've got better things to do then sit here, hold your hand, and tell you what to do, when you won't listen ANYWAY. I wouldn't mind if you actually took my advice, or at least LISTENED to me. I don't know why I try to help people anymore. I really, REALLY don't see the point when you'll just blow me off anyway. Or tell me it was of my own doing...

English! Bleh!

^^ I really hope Jackie wasn't talking about me in that post...I don't think she was, but I hope not. lol

HURRY UP. God, I'm not gonna wait forever. Just. Freakin. Tell me already. It's not that difficult. Seriously...

I miss my friend Brandon...And I really wanna get snakebites and spiderbites now..Dangit...

Missing all of my friends, my true friends, the ones who would do anything to make sure I was okay. The one's that made sure they spent time with me all the time, the one's who would take that little bit of time out of their day to talk to me.. The one's that made me feel safe. They aren't around anymore..why can't I have them back!?! =(

hair straiteners work excellent for fixing crumpled money

i think tori has to much blackmail on me that im gonna be her slave

My friends are really immature, and they're annoying the crap outta me, seriously. They just need to leave.

I love gum, <3

Today sucked, people need to fix their issues and MOVE FRIGGIN ON.

BAHAHA. OMYGOD. That was. THE BEST TIME. EVER.
Decided to call Aaron to come pick me up so I wouldn't have to go out with mom. He did. And it was. The best time I've had in forever. He's so much fun to hang out with!
Going to the mall, humming the mission impossible theme and rolling around in the stores? HECK YES.
Running away from the perfume and lotion people screaming? HECK YEAH.
Then, washing his car in the rain was fun. He threw a bucket of water on me, but hey. I got him back with the hose. xD
We changed and took his baby sister out with us. MAN did we get some dirty looks. xDDD
Bleh. I hurt even more now, but wow, that was fun. He really knows how to have a good time.
Then he suprised me. Big time. XD Hahaha he's such a dork. But I love it.
He's picking me up tomorrow and we're gonna go to the mall again before missions practice. ^.^

That was really, really uncool.
Nightmares are no fun at all.

.. I pray to God this doesn't happen again... I almost feel responsible for Andrew... I don't want the same thing to happen again.



All because of a dream. Pleeeeeeeeease, let that just be a nightmare.

Why is it that we as humans cannot be FULLY content with our lives through any situation? That is one of the things i long for. To be content in any situation. Most of us have faith in God and that helps to have someone you know will help, to turn to in a time of need but unanswered prayer gets frustrating.

If we were content with everything and found the slilver lining to every situation we would be content. All of the things i whine or get upset about are nothing compared to some other people. This week our dryer broke and we've been hanging clothes out. My sister was complaining that her jeans are too hard and its hurting her skin.

I found this hilarious and yet sad. That we are so SPOILED we can't even live 3 days without a dryer.

I want to be content in all things.

"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus"

And sorry for such a long post im not sure whats up with me this week, this is the second time i've written and abnormally long post lol I think i need a new brain xD

^I completely agree Julia

It's hard sometimes, God has put my faith to the test once again, I understand that being a Christian isn't gonna be a cake walk, but why so many times in a manner of 2 weeks? I can't find the answer to this question..... may God open my eyes to see things that I have never yet seen.

Also praying for some friends who are really struggling... =/

Well, that was pleasant.. at least she's happy.. gah strike 3 I'm out..

Math stinks..

michellejt14 wrote:Why is it that we as humans cannot be FULLY content with our lives through any situation? That is one of the things i long for. To be content in any situation. Most of us have faith in God and that helps to have someone you know will help, to turn to in a time of need but unanswered prayer gets frustrating.

If we were content with everything and found the slilver lining to every situation we would be content. All of the things i whine or get upset about are nothing compared to some other people. This week our dryer broke and we've been hanging clothes out. My sister was complaining that her jeans are too hard and its hurting her skin.

I found this hilarious and yet sad. That we are so SPOILED we can't even live 3 days without a dryer.

I want to be content in all things.

"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus"

And sorry for such a long post im not sure whats up with me this week, this is the second time i've written and abnormally long post lol I think i need a new brain xD

Agreed. It's both sad and scary that the world has become so.....yeah. Spoiled. I wish that the world was as simple as it was "back then." >.<

Phillies game was AWESOME! Some key occurences:

1. Ryan Howard GRAND SLAMMED! IT WAS AWESOME!!! Bottom of the 8th. xD
2. Jayson Werth HOMERED...3 RUN HOMERUN!
3. A couple players stole bases....Victorino, Dobbs, etc....
4. Jayson Werth got injured... In the bottom of the 8th.
5. Chase Utley didn't play...-sniff-...he had/has flu-like symptoms....=-(
6. Some guy proposed to his girlfriend...and she accepted
7. We got recorded...aka we were shown on the big screen
8. We got pictures taken of us
9. Final score: 12-2. BOO YAH!
10. Kyle Kendrick pitched.
11. Carlos Ruiz was the catcher.
12. It was all around SHWEET!!!!! =D =D =D =D =D

I'm thinking. Chase Utley XD My friend's name is Bonnie Chase, and she got a puppy a while ago. His name? Utley. Utley Chase. Pretty awesome, huh?

On a more serious note..
Hm....should I do this or not. I think I should take her advice, but I mean. It's just going to be so hard, because I'm just going to feel the same way. Then trying to shift my attention towards him will only make me feel bad. I'll feel as if I'm using him as a crutch. For now. Friend to him. Let the course go the way it's supposed to. Hang out with him like I've been, and just be myself.
But, taking her advice and letting go of the one I've liked for a long time, may just be harder than I thought. I don't want to accpet the reality that this may not work. Heh. May not. -sigh- It WON'T. I've heard it enough. And I'm done hearing it. But he's just. =/ He's..I don't know. People say he's using me, or he's playing me. I don't believe that. I'm only going to believe what he tells me. And right now, I'm fine with where we are. I just need to stop finding things out from others instead of him. It's pushing me away...

On the plus. Aaron's picking me up in...3 hours. Maybe he can say hi to some people. Dunno. Then we have 4 hours to kill before practice, and he's bringing me home. This time we're making it look like we have rashes, then we're going back to the mall and screaming at the lotion people "LOOK WHAT YOUR PODUCT DID TO US!!" And running away. XD It's going to be awesome.

Mom really likes him. Especially his age O.o *facepalm* How come mother's only like the guys that you're friends with? Maybe she should start liking abother certain someone....only she freaked out because she thinks he's a stalker. -sigh-

Ranting time.
Why does everyone think I'm this perfect little angel, with no problems at all? People, may I ask you. ARE YOU BLIND.
On second thought. That may be good. What people don't know, won't kill them. At least for now. Until it starts showing, then I'm screwed...
/End Rant. Yeah.

Well, now that I've been up all night deep in thought...GAH. Like I don't have enough to think about, right? RIGHT?! Why am I the one with insomnia and he's causing all these problems and sleeps the WHOLE NIGHT. Yeah, you go to bed at 10:30 and sleep until 6 when you have to get up for work...Keep watching T.V. till you fall asleep while we're over here bawling and screaming because we can't take it anymore and you're relaxing watching America's Most Wanted. WTF?!