What are you thinking?

This movie. is so. booooorring. XD

Jensyn's calling at 9! <3 ;D

I can't wait till I forget you, I really can't. </3

Youthgroup tomorrrrow<33333

What am I thinking?

Thanking God I didn't lose him. I thought I was but i didn't Thank you!! <3

I didn't think you'd realize that I loved you. But you did. Thanks for finally waking up to realize the truth. Thanks a lot.

Well...that kinda stunk. Eh.

TOO. EARLY.
This whole internal-alarm thing? Not working.
Why can't I sleep until 11:30 like I did last week? xD

Oh well. I just sent a pretty lengthy PM. Now it's really like the old days.

Have fun replying dahlin'. ;]

Oh, the things you've said to me, makes my heart melt..Then you just broke it. Like it didn't even matter.

Should I tell you? What if it's not like...True for you, too? Then what? I made myself vulnerable and it's going to blow up in my face. I think I'm just going to keep my mouth shut...

I wanna kill you, man. Break her heart again, and I'll break something else of yours...That you kind of need...-_- Normally, I'm not very violent, but seriously. That was SO uncalled for, and you probably don't even care.

Yeaaaaah. I totally pwned him at replying the fastest.
Baha. My parents are right. I AM too competitive.

Either way. I think I've sobbed enough for the past 24 hours. Time to do something fun. MUSIC TIME! =D
Party in the Burton house with Katie.

WOO JACKIE!! Can I come??? =D

Seriously. Get up. Wake up, whatevayawanna call it...
Youthgroup tonightt<33 *prays* Dear God...Please let my voice be okay...xD Oh...And if it's alright to ask...Please let him come<3. xD

It is gray outside, to match my mood. WHY DO DAYS. MATCH MY MOOD. Seriously. WTF. =P

soccerchik22 wrote:Yeaaaaah. I totally pwned him at replying the fastest.
Baha. My parents are right. I AM too competitive.

Is it sad that I thought of this while I was replying to you? I really need to type faster, and stop having people look over my shoulder. xD


I didn't think it was supposed to be cloudy today... hmm. Maybe it'll stay cool. /Prays.

Time to blast The Doors.

Yes, it is very sad Cody. You copy my brain. Cheatah. xD


Fail. Katie's going over a friend's house all day, so I won't see her until youth group tonight. Party came to an end. D:

Oh well. I wanna watch that Toothfairy movie. The Rock in a fairy suit. FTW! xD

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Let's name the zones, the zones, the zones. Let's name the zones of the opennnn seeeeeeaaaa! Why has this been stuck in my head for like, the last three hours? I haven't seen Finding Nemo is ages. xD

Chase Coy songs. KILL ME. >.<

Elijah's not coming to youthgroup tonight. Dangittt. I actually thought I would get a good hug. To take away some of my pain. Guess I'll have to wait till next week. Or find someone else to give me a good hug. :\

Did I do something wrong...to make everything go away? Like, what did I do? I didn't change. Or did I? Maybe I did. I've had several people within the last two weeks tell me that I'm changing. But it's for the good. I'm not that quiet little girl that keeps everything in until she can't hold it in anymore and then just explodes, letting her tears run, but not her words. People have been telling me that I've been expressing my thoughts, and feelings, and opinions more. That's a good thing, though, right? Like, I'm not disrespectful or anything. I'm just... Saying everything that needs to be said. Which, I thought was a good thing...? So I don't have to hold anything in anymore, 'cause that's damaging. Or is it? 'Cause so far all that's gotten me is a heartbreak, people angry and frustrated with me, and people just walking out of my life..
Maybe I need to go back to that silent little girl that I once was.

Ive figured out something sort of interesting:

The better a guy is at playing guitar, the better he is at making out.

xD

Why have I felt so apathetic the past few days? I mean, I don't feel like doing ANYTHING. I just want to lay in bed all day. And I'm pretty sure I'm not sick. Meh. /whining

Four games in five days - chance that I might pitch, too, because we need an extra starter for the weekend. Fingers crossed...

STOP! Baileytime wrote:The better a guy is at playing guitar, the better he is at making out.

This happens when a guy trains by playing a guitar with his tongue.


Went out for a walk, played catch with the neighbor, saw 38G. All in all, good evening. xD

STOP! Baileytime wrote:The better a guy is at playing guitar, the better he is at making out.

LOLOLOLOL. My one friend said the same thing... She's 22, and has dated 4 guitar players. The best at guitar were better at making out. xD

/Now thinks she needs to date a guitar player. "Oh Jeffferrrrrrryyyyy!"

Anywho. Boring day ahead... Gotta do some chores, Josh is going to counseling (bahaha...) and I feel like I'm forgetting something... Oh well, Mom'll remind me.

Might be going to the beach this weekend for Father's Day! YAY! =D Sunday will mark the one year anniversary of when I injured my knee and scared the crap out of my dad on Father's Day. xD

^In response to what Jaime said...Don't. It's good that you express yourself. If anyone needs to be silent, it's me. Really.

My ankle. Freaking. Hurts like...GAH. For the love of all that is holy...Why did it have to happen NOW? Knoebels is Monday...Seriously?! *prays* GOD. FIX IT PLEASE. I don't wanna have to wait 3 weeks to do stuff againnn...And also my underarms are soo sore from those crutches. NOTE TO ANYONE WHO READS THIS: DO NOT. I REPEAT. DO NOT. EVER. NEED CRUTCHES. THEY SUCK. D=

On the bright side...Justin Coe is a great guitarist and noone even knew it. It's a shame that Jeremy's better. And Justin's been playing for literally twice as long...Oh well. xD

illbringtheshoes wrote: DO NOT. I REPEAT. DO NOT. EVER. NEED CRUTCHES. THEY SUCK. D=

That. Is so freakin' true. When I hurt my knee last year, I was on crutches for a week. My arms have NEVER hurt that much in my life. I despise crutches.. >.>


Bahahaha. Katie and I have officially decided that we love The Bachelorette. The show is so lame, that it's hilarious. Annnnd we're gonna go on the Bachelorette, on the same season, and be like. It's SISTER BACHELORETTE TIME. And then we can have twice as many guys. xD
Bahahaha, I ♥ my sista. xD

Dude, I'mma need to be on them for prolly almost 3 weeks. D=
HAHA JACKIE CAN I COME. xD

Why do I have to wear glasses... they SUCK!

I wore glasses for about 4 years...Then I lost them...And now i need contacts or I live in a blurry world...Too bad we can't AFFORD contacts. HA.

Glasses aren't bad at all if they match certain things. Mine happen to set off my hair. So it really depends on the glasses you get. :]

I AM IN LOVE WITH AN ELECTRIC GUITAR.
Mhmm.

... Katie and I NOW decided that we're only accepting guitar players as our guys for the Bachelorette. xD

If I'm going to get glasses, I'll likely get black plastic-framed ones instead of wire-framed. ha. And speaking of electric guitar...Mine's right next to me and I'm playing Never Too Late-Three Days Grace

I've got reddish/pink plastic framed. Wire-frames are so lame, Plastic is soooo the way to go. xD

I'm playing Here Without You - 3 Doors Down <3

I love how after everything he said, this is how it's gotta be.. *sigh* Guys suuuck. >.<

Haha, at least I've got Cassandra, <3333

So we just had a really long talk. And I can't believe I actually tooooold him about what happened. Like, I was going to just keep it from anyone elsee, but he really wanted me to tell him. And now that I did, I feel so much better.

HAHA, watermelon and strawberries. <3

Glasses are hurting my nose. UGH! >.<

Well, atleast I got to talk to him. Didn't really think that I would have the chance yesterday, BUT I did! Yay :]

5:55am Wake up time AGAIN!!? Are you crazy!!? I think I need to get something to knock me out! This is ridiculous!!

^ I'm not up at 5:55AM, but I have been up between 8 and 8:30 for the past week or so. And it's KILLING ME. I usually sleep until between 10-11AM during the summer! Lame.




USA VS. SLOVENIA BABY. PRE-MATCH AT 9:30. Game at... 10 or 10:30 AM. I forget. xD

That midfielder from Slovenia is gonna get his butt pwned. He was subbed in for the last 5 minutes of their first match against Algeria, yet he was saying Slovenia is "guaranteed to win against the States."

WTF? This guy isn't even a top player. And they beat Alg. by 1 FREAKIN' GOAL. Not like it was a blowout. This oughta be goooooooood. *Evil grin* >:]