What are you thinking?

... helloooo ladies ;-)

Wow. It's been forever since I have posted on here. Does anyone actually use this site still? xD

not really.. it's pretty much died.

Aw that sucks. Funny how when I look back 4 years ago when I joined, This place was so much alive. Scary how quick time goes.

^ I used to be on here all day, every day.

Now, this is the first time I've been on in a few weeks. xD

Oh well. I did end up getting accepted into the National Honor Society! Woot!
Insanity program is still going well. I can successfully do 15 pushups now. (Don't laugh. xD)
Unfortunately, I haven't played my guitar in a month because my (Censored) parents grounded me. That's bullsh!t. A month-long grounding.

Oh well. That's it! xD

^ same on the all day, every day part.
Now, onto my semi long post..

Well. Got home today from OCMD.
One week away from home did me sone good.

...only, things happened while I was gone.
I am utterly DISGUSTED with my mother's actions.
(that's all I have to say about that.)

Thursday marked 6 months for Brian and I(:
I'm hoping things get better though, he's acting a tad weird as of late.
Oh well. He has a project to work on this weekend, which means I have to wait until next weekend to see him. Bummer. I was looking forward to runnig around town with him and his friends. Though I guess it's good that I won't ve around their smoking all day again. For now, I'm safe. Lol

I'm beat. Legit, tired. Wayyy behind in school, thanks to an essentially dead computer. XD Meh.

My hair needs dyed again. I need sleep. I need a hug. "Boom Boom Pow" needs to leave my head. I gotta stop worrying about Brian. I need to bring my grades up. I am officially an addict to FB and texting. (HAHAHAHA...like I wasn't one before...) I am currently texting Adam. And he is ridiculous. I'm gonna go check Skype. Then I'm gonna go to bed.


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^Rediculous? I'm not the one who.. Um...i'll think of something..

Blah. This life is total Sh!t. xD

So apparently, I'm one of seven kids.
http://www.prnewswire.com/news-releases/pa-cyber-launches-national-honor-society-chapter-117152758.html

My grandparents read it and thought my mom was pregnant. xD
I don't even know where this article got it's info. I didn't tell anyone how many siblings I had! They just asked the other stuff. Grade, location, plans for college. Etc. =P

Oh well. It was nice to be the first student inducted to the PA Cyber Chapter of the National Honor Society. Ever. xD

Adam wrote:^Rediculous? I'm not the one who.. Um...i'll think of something..

^ Of course you will.
And it's "Ridiculous", dear[:

Onto my post...

*CAUTION: YOU ARE NOW ENTERING A 'MADISON RAGE ZONE'. PLEASE BE ADVISED THAT THE FOLLOWING CONTENT MAY CONSIST OF ALL OR SOME OF THE FOLLOWING: FITS OF RAGE, PROFANITY, SADFACES, SOBBING, AND/OR SCREAMING.*
^ Yes, I did just make that up myself. I am a dork. Thank you for noticing.

*Deep breath*
BRIAN.GOT.INTO.ANOTHER.FREAKING.FIGHT.AGAIN. -__-
I SWEAR. One day I will B****SLAP that boy.
This wasn't any old fist fight either, one that I really, wouldn't care about. No.
WHYYY would it be a fist fight? *rolls eyes*
He goes, and gets into a knife fight. >.<
WHO THE HELL GETS INTO A KNIFE FIGHT IN CAMP HILL?!
This isn't the ghetto, people. Camp Hill is actually like, posh places. GOD.
--Good news, he's fine, he won, walked away with only a slice in his arm.--

*Another deep breath*
Stupid family meetings. :[
They get on my nerves.
My grandma layed it on thick to my mom last night.
"Whoring around while still legally married is not acceptable."
You'd think my mom would know that? *rolls eyes* But no.
Apparently her 36 year old self can't determine what's right and wrong.
--Good news.......there is none at this point. So I'll say: TBA.--

*Yet another*
.....This one isn't something I can put on here...it's about Brian and I but it's best kept within my mind. SO. Different topic..
I had a dream about Justin last night.
._.
W.T.F. Seriously mind? You couldn't generate something/someone ELSE to dream about?
Paaatheticc.

You've come to the end of my rampage. Good job, you survived.
Now gtfo ♥♥ :]

i love you all

I have a headache.
I'm also having a hair crisis.

^
is that seriously the worst of your probloems? lol

^At least her problems dont involve smoking or doing drugs like all the other teenagers now a days xD

Thank you Adam. xD
Those weren't the worst of my problems. Losing my grandfather anyday now is.
However, the headache was causing me to nearly fall over every 10 steps. I couldn't ease it up.
The hair crisis was a joke. xD

ahh ok.. and adam who said i did drugs? lol well hope things get better jackie

ToriMP3 wrote:
Hmm. Why does every guy that gets a crush on me get more persistent than the last? One wanted to talk on aim every day. He moved on. The next wanted to text every day and hang out once a week. He moved on. Now this one is all of the above plus he's practically inviting himself over to make cookies, and wants to watch a horror movie together... Sheesh. I wanna be a nun..

So yeah I never get on here again cuz dead things really creep me out, BUT I remembered this post from forever ago. Well, lets just say the last guy's persistence paid off. Altho I totally didn't see it coming at all when I posted that ^, that last guy is now my boyfriend ^_^
Uh, sorry Chris =P

soccerchik22 wrote:^You spent $225 for college textbooks? I had to buy three textbooks for two classes, and I spent like... $70. I got one book for about 6 bucks and it's actually in really great condition. And sadly, the shipping tax was more than the book itself. xD But I am still grateful for the NNDS scholarship, definitely.

Sorry this is so late of a reply too, but yesh, it actually ended up being over $250 once I got them all. I could have gotten them for pretty cheap if I looked online, but since if I buy them from the wayyyy-overpriced college bookstore it automatically takes it from the scholarship, and it doesn't hurt me any. I had 2 books for Sociology , and for history, I had 6 books.

Timing... I think it's lost on me. Grr...

I miss him.
More than anything.

All these emotions are all bottled up, and I'm pretty sure it can't be good for my health. Seriously. We hit a year a few months ago. We just hit another anniversary. Our first kiss.
Our only kisses.

The problem? I can't survive without more. He's a drug. An addiction.
One that, of course, my parents do not approve of.
Oh yeah, did I mention his father thinks I shake my @$$ at every guy?

Yeah. Lovely situation.

But I still love him. With all of my heart. Because he's become my world. And I am not letting him get away. I refuse to make that mistake again. I don't care what we say about other guys, or girls. I want him. I need him. I remember when we used to refuse to admit committment. Now I can't imagine life without him. I can't wait to see him again. I'm praying the day comes soon. Because when it does, I'm going to hug him and kiss him like no other. He's never going to forget the day he saw Jackie again. Haha.

I love you. ♥

Wow... this forum is dead. What a shame.

I think these forums are now officially dead.

I love my job <3 working at 2 vineyards and one winery and making hay bailing hay and stacking. not being sarcastic i love it

I'm thinking I hate my job at mcdonalds but it bought me a new laptop so that's cool.

im also thinking im coming back to pacyber for my senior year after i pass a drug test.

im also thinking that i miss talking to you guys :(

This place is dead.

cops should yell "pikachuuuu!" Every time they taze someone

also changing colleges and that may also allow me to spend more time with the girlfriend.

I like candy bars. I also need a haircut.