What are you thinking?

LOL at the mysterious person who says that Mount Everest is a volcano. ;-)

Hmmm. Biology has a lot of stuff to memorize...I think I prefer calculus. Seriously.

The mysterious person would like to inform you that she had a blonde moment and she feels stupid. xP

BTW. Calc IS better than Biology.


And I now get to spend more time with Tyler. He's gonna help us with my g-parents this weekend most likely.
Not sure if this is a good or bad thing, but WE NEED THE HELP. So yay. Whoopee. xD

Woah. Had an asthma attack...
Good thing mom found an inhaler. -_- I'd be in the hospital otherwise. This is just not a good week for me.

Bleh. Parents yellin again. What else is new?

Mom burned plastic on the inside of the oven. Lovely. Dad had to get a hammer and a chisel. Yeah. XD It was actually quite hilarious to hear them bicker over that.

I miss him. Why'd his mom have to send him to his grandparents without a laptop, OR his phone?

And. BAHAHAHA. I love how these girls from his FB page friend request me, not even knowing who I am. Then they comment on my pics telling me I'm pretty, and NOW I'm gonna make a blog with one of them. Hm. Looks like New Castle is starting to like a Harrisburg girl XDD

I love singing with my sissssy. <33

Insomnia sucks.

Wonder why no one else is online at 3:41AM. xD

^ You officially suck. Why were you never online at nearly 4 AM when I was???? xD And how exactly were you online at that time with your dad in the house? xP


I'm too tired to go work at my grandparents. But I gotta go anyway...
I did end up talking to him last night.... but it was kinda like. "I'm checking up on you, you're checking up on me, and we're both exhausted" type of conversation. But he made me laugh first thing.
Me: Hello?
Him: OMGOSH HAI I MISS YOU.
Me: Uhhhhh... Wait what? I just saw you! Like. 24 hours ago?
Him: Oh yeah.... Nevermind, I don't miss you anymore.

Yeah. Thanks Tyler. xD

I don't understand it. How can you go from one feeling, to the whole other end of the spectrum, and not feel it anymore? I'm confuzzled. Someone explain?


Ouch. I just snapped a rubber band..not from Adam saying I sound like a guy on the phone either. xD I mean, I yawn, and it snaps? how lovely. Not. On the plus, I think I may be getting these things off soon! HALLE-FREAKIN-LUJAH. It's been a year and almost a month, they had estimated a year and a half, but now he's saying otherwise. ^_^ Yesssss.

Bleh. Haven't eaten yet. Looks like I'm waiting till lunch.

I had a legit awkward turtle moment last night...
...one of my turtles was stuck under a rock. Awkward. o.O

WH00TLES. English is almost done, a few essay questions, and that dang report. Pah. Ima get both done today. Hopefully.
Then onto Economics. I have the weekend, and until next Friday to get everything done. C'mon Madi. You can do it.

Oh, and did I mention that playing "Hero" on the guitar calms me down? Yeah, found that out last night. <3

Party tonight!

I'm brushing my teeth as I type this. xD

Aaaannd I'm seriously excited to crash at Kat's after the party. Like, who woulda thunk it? XD

Lawrence is a lazy bum. Like seriously, he's soo annoying. He should just leave me alone. I'm tired of dealing with his dramatic sh!t. -_-

Productive day... oddly enough. Got a lot done on and off the computer. And nailed some tests... my GPA must skyrocket when I'm half hit in the @$$. xD

37 hours straight awake so far, though. Think I'll make one or two more before completely falling out.
Then my only worry is if my dreams will let me sleep. xD

Worst day since July 18th, 2009.
On my way to my grandparent's house to clean. Witnessed an idiot driver flip another car that was part of a funeral procession. Husband/wife in the car were both okay though. Woman was fine too, but she's an a-hole.

That was between 12-1 PM. We stayed and helped the husband/wife fix everything and get where they were going. (Cemetery)

Around 5 Mom and I left my g-parents after a slightly unproductive day to get some shopping done and dinner. Headed back to bring my g-parents dinner.
Two minutes from their house, we got a phone call from my mom's best friend. Who happens to be my BFF Dan's mother.

There'd be an accident....
It was camp week with their g-parents (who I might add, are practically a third set of grandparents to us. they love us like we're they're own....We call them Mommom and Pop....) Anyway, they had all the younger kids, from age 7 under. Two cars. Mrs.Davis (Grandmother) was in a car with Judah (5) Lizzie (6) And Meilyn (5 and Dan's youngest sister....)
Mr. Davis had 6 or 7 other grandkids in his car.

...Mommom's car was the one in the accident...
Meilyn and Lizzie had to be airlifted to Hershey hospital. Judah is in another hospital, and he's alright. Meilyn has a broken hip and severe head injuries, but she's talking. Lizzie, I'm not sure of yet.

...Mommom didn't make it... she was pronounced at the scene of the accident. Pop had chest pains as soon as he heard. I just can't believe it. She's gone. It's happening again. Dan's family already lost their sister Jayna when she was 2 months old seven years ago.
Then we all lost Andrew last July. (BTW, Jayna's birthday is July 29th, Andrew's death date was July 18th, and today is July 23rd. WTF???)
Now we lost Mommom. She's gone. I can't. Freakin'. Believe it.

It pretty much sucks even more too, since Tyler was gonna sleep over tonight and help us out tomorrow at my g-parents. Now instead of a happy greeting with plans, he was created by a sobbing Jackie on the phone...

Crying myself to sleep tonight, I'm sure... I just can't believe it's happened again. My heart. *Censored*'. Aches.

Hooooooooooly crow.

My uncle's trash isn't being collected anymore. Because he "owes" too much in taxes. And his house is considered a commercial building. Just onnnnnnnnnnnne problem...
.....The store hasn't been open in 51 years.

So, it's quite possible my dad just found a tax issue, that extends from when he was born in 1959. And he's looking over if he should take the city of Philadelphia to court over it.

Two rarest elements on earth: Intelligence and Normality.

And so now you hear the story of how she finally got it. How he doesn't love her anymore. And how she finally got the hint. Yep. She got it.

English is done. Onto economics.

Please please please text me back..

Overall, an eye-opening day. I call that productive in my book.

*Edit* Yeah. NOW I feel great. Thanks for all this. Thanks. No really. -_- (Amanda this doesn't apply to you <3)

Another 3ish hours of sleep... I really can't wait for autumn. xP

One. Hour. Of sleep. One. ONE.
This is really getting old.

How could you play me like that? Was this really all just a game to you? People said you were gonna be the one to get hurt. They were wrong.
On second thought. No. They were right, because when you figure out that I know, you're gonna feel sooo bad. Or maybe not. Maybe you'll just laugh because this was really what you wanted the whole time.
2 girls? Heh. Forget me. This time, I'M the one who's leaving. You're down to one.Yeah. Good luck with that.

Seeing Dan today. Just me and Mom are going out... We have to pick out Mommom's clothes... >.>

But either way. Tyler was there for me this morning. And I'm seeing Dan today. Lord, just help me be strong, for his sake... <3

Party was amazing. Except for sulky Lawrence. But he didn't ruin it for me. AND THEN THE NIGHT AT KAT'S HOUSE. <33 Swimming in a bikini for the first time ever? Maaan, I felt fat. XD I hate bikinis. I think I'll stick to one-pieces. Definitely. xD

WILL YOU. JUST. LEAVE ME. ALONE. Seriously. If I'm not replying to you, then obviously I don't want to talk to you. GOSH, TAKE THE FRIGGIN HINT ALREADY AND JUST GO AWAY. xD

Okay, so Domino's pizza is amazing. haha.

FAT DOGGY. XD

I can't even believe him. He had the nerve to do that to her. W.T.F

The rain is coming HARD.

I swear it's whiteout out there... we're going to lose power at this rate...

WHY DOES JUSTIN BIEBER HAVE TO RUIN EVERYTHING THAT IS COOL!!!

And dad has reported in from Cresson, PA.

Most freight trains he's ever seen in that short a time.
And Charlie Byrd, a guy I haven't seen in 5 years, shows up. Plus Chris was there all day, with a few other guys I was trying to meet...

Yep. Regretting this one so far. =P

^ I told you. >.> You should definitely listen to Jackie. She's right all the time. Just ask Will. xP


I saw Poppop D. yesterday. Which is SUCH a relief, because my mom and I were worried sick, and we were terrified of seeing him for the first time at the funeral. It'd be a lot harder on him. But we saw him at Dan's yesterday, which was shocking, because he didn't call, he just showed up at the door.
He's a wreck, but I think seeing his grand-kids helped a lot.
...And he called me his granddaughter. He said "This is my granddaughter. Mommom's granddaughter." I love him. And I loved Mommom. I miss her already, so much.... ='[

Chase Coy. Is. *AMAZING*.

Please, God, let me finish before Purple Door...*begs*

I'm wearing my Band-Fest t-shirt. I miss that day. D=

I have a headache. Still. *sigh* Mother...>.>

What the crap were you thinking, idiot? You lost her, she's gone, and you don't deserve her, or any other girl. I hope you realize what you did, stupid...

I need a shower.


...Yeah... das all I gots.

I think I just spent nearly an hour on the phone... And I'll say one thing.

Barry is really southern sounding. xD

I need to finish, I need to finish, I need to finish...*dies*

If I don't finish, no Purple Door, which means no chillenn with Efann, which CLEARLY means death. SHOOT ME NOW PLEASE. SHOOT. ME. NOW.

Poor Ciera and Ryan. =[

I HATE BIOLOGY I HOPE IT DIES. -_-

I HATE THESE PEOPLE. I wish they didn't just SHOW UP WITHOUT CALLING FIRST. Seriously, don't people know how annoying they are? Like, my mom even said she didn't want them here 'cause they cause too many problems. GOD. I hate people.

I hope I get done with school before Purple Door. E-MAN, ALI, FRANK. <3 xD