What are you thinking?

Wondering why the draft time for my fantasy football keeps changing.... Freaking NFL.com...

I'm thinking that Dan's sig is going to turn permanent...XD

Basket smashing with Cody FTW.

This whole song. Is my current anthem. Lord God, Help me..I'm beyond repair.
"How long must I pray
Must I pray to You?
How long must I wait
Must I wait for you?
How long til I see your face
See you shining through?
I'm on my knees
Begging you to notice me
I'm on my knees
Father will you turn to me?"

I'm thinking my signature will be changing within the next 3 NFL seasons. (Not gonna lie, probably not this season. <.<)

HOLY MOTHER. I'M LEAVING IN 2011 TO GO TO AUSTRIA, SWITZERLAND, FRANCE, AND ITALY. OMG. OMG. OMG. WHO THE CRAP NOMINATED ME FOR THIS?!?!?!?!? GOOD LORD. IM TAKING PICTURES FOR EVERYONE. O_O AHHHHHHHH.

^ Coolness. =)

...So. This was certainly unexpected and unwanted. >.<

Awhh, Will, I hope you feel better. =[

Please don't be a million dollars. That would suckk...=/

AMANDA. I'M SO FRIGGIN EXCITED. AND I'M NOT EVEN THE ONE THAT'S POSSIBLY GOING. XD

I just thought there was something crawling on me, but it was actually one of my sillybands sliding down my wrist. XDD

Honestly, I don't get it. What's wrong with me? :\

So. Coliseum today, Knoebels on Monday. Both for my brother's birthday on Thursday? I expect high things for my 16th.
Yknow, like maybe....theburningofmyparentsdivorcepapers. Yeah. I'd like that.

As long as I see you smile, I'll be happy. Even if your smile isn't for me...

There's times when I find a song, and I listen to it over, and over..
"All this pain
I wonder if I'll ever find my way
I wonder if my life could really change at all
All this Earth
Could all that is lost ever be found
Could a garden come up from this ground at all

You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things, out of the dust
You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things, out of us"

woot! going to the movies

GAH my cousins drive me nuts...

Is it mandatory that any kind of cooking you help with, it's automatically good? I'd like some thoughts. xD

Hmm... wonder how the Phillies will do today...

...not as well as the Pirates, apparently? xD

Seriously, they've scored 48 runs in their past five games. This is a team on a roll.

So, anyway. This atmosphere around the house sucks. Hopefully it changes very soon.

Wow. Today really sucked.
And my actions from those few hours...make me wanna puke.

But you know what? I'm not perfect. Nobody is.
And I'm gonna keep praying. And praising him. And I'm going to stay strong. For the sake of my siblings, if no one else.

"And it's not a cry that you hear at night.
It's not somebody who's seen the light.
It's a cold, and it's a broken Hallelujah.
Hallelujah...Hallelujah....
Hallelujah...Hallelujah...."

God keep me strong. I don't wanna break. Not yet.

Whew... ok. I've now realized something. Anytime I hurt myself, or have anything bad happen, it's on Wednesday.

Therefore, I hereby remove Wednesday from my calendar.

A-men.

xD

That trip was epically awhsome and ridiculous all at once.
Sunday was pretty good, oddly enough.
But he's my best friend... and he didn't ask once about my feelings. Even though we hung out for 3 hours Sunday night right before bed...
But I had an epic girl to hang out with before I hung out with him on Sunday. She was my camper for the week, and was THE best 7 year old (besides my sister xD) ever!
So Monday was great because I had her. But then Monday night sucked... kinda. I ended up wearing his jacket all night... that was interesting... but then he ditched me, and I went all rant fest.
But I was over it by Tuesday morning. Almost. But then stupid Mikayla (Katie's best friend) goes and confronts him about MY issue with him??? And it made it totally awkward, but then we talked for a half hour before worship... And I hate to admit it, but I cried in front of him when I said I didn't want to lose him like I lost Andrew. But then he said that he promised he didn't like Aubrey? Out of nowhere? Long story, but I'm still pondering that comment. Like, did he think there was more between us? IDK... But either way, we patched things up, and he was smiling at me while he was playing the bongos. All good. Until my two campers came. And one was a wreck. I fell asleep on the busride back to camp. And then we had a pool party, and I fell asleep next to Tyler with his jacket on on the busride back from that. xD

And then Wednesday was epic, though I gained ANOTHER camper, and had 3. (Only person to take on 3 campers. >.>)Because Richay(7 year old) accepted Christ and her sister sort of started to understand (she's only 4) and Jerhmani(pronounced Germany and the pain in the butt girl from Tuesday) was PERFECT.

And I wore his jacket again. I gotta buy that thing off of him. xD
But still. I'm glad to be home. ♥

This time, baby, I'll be bulletproof.

So way to just show up, jerk. Noone actually likes you, I hope you know that. Don't tell me you didn't spread that stuff, everyone knows you did. You're lying, and it's obvious. I suggest you never show your face around me again if you want to keep it for a while longer. I'm not even freaking kidding.

I need to listen to some angry music...>.>

PARTY TOMORROW<333 =D

Whew. I'm feeling a bit of nostalgia from the amount of writing I'm doing today. xD

Working out now... Summer has been long, fun, but long. Hope I can find something to do now.

The phone is sitting next to me.

Only I'm doing nothing with it.
I really am lame. xD

But I feel like I need to hear his voice again.... Grah...

So sick of this week...can't wait till Sunday for once.

@Amanda. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHA. That's all I have to say to that concerning...her. *twitches* XD

This song is amazing. <33333

PARTAAAYY TOMORROW! <3 Then crashing at Kat's house. Ohbabyy. <333333333333333

I'm so sorry that it didn't work out. I'm moving on. I'm so sorry, but it's over now. The pain is gone. <33 Love this song. :]

AMANDA, I'M SO EXCITED FOR THAT PARTY TOMORROW! AHHH. And I love youu , sissssy. :]

Hahahaha...I love how Cody and I can talk like we've known eachother for years.
Wait. We HAVE known eachother for years XD Goin on year 4, baby. XD
Cody, if you read this. You're like the awesome brother I've never had. [= And I could talk to you about anything. Thanks for that. ^.^

Aaaand. Almost. Done. With. English. C'MON MADI. GET YOUR REAR END INTO GEAR. *Turns on music*

Went shooting the other day (need to get practice in for hunting season,) it was fun. I almost sufficated from laughing at my Dad's co-works wife or something other shooting the 30-30.

Wow... I'm exhausted... but sad it's over.

Like. By Tuesday, I was so physically and emotionally drained, that I was DYING for Wednesday to fly by. And Wednesday morning, I was so distracted by everything, and I was practically falling asleep. And I didn't think I'd make it through the day.

But now I'm sitting here. I've fallen asleep on the couch for 20 minutes twice already... and I'm upset it's over.

Surprise, surprise!

Attention: Mount Everest is NOT a Volcano. Repeat. NOT A VOLCANO.

That is all.

*Waits for virtual smack that is rightfully deserved*

xD

*Virtually smacks Cody*

You. Suck.
I just spent four days at a camp, and I think I got 12 hours of sleep combined in those 3 nights, which is NOT GOOD FOR ME.
So cut me some slack Cody Camorote. xD

Oh yeah.
*Smacks again
Done. ^_^